4Song With Me To Travel With You

January 2017 year until now or maybe ever

LOC: Shiraz, Iran

Ali have not come here yet. There has been no relation between him and I yet. There has been no connection and dealing with Mahshid (Ali's sister) yet. I know that there will not been any happen between us. These sentences will be the last my words about this bitter story.

Sometimes, politic can suppose as a trick for people around the world. For example, in this period of time which there is a break out by CoronaVirus, we can witness some leaders of some countries like Iran who have hided back of sanctions. They say that " we can not prepare the best medicine facilities due to sanctions". This is just one an instance of irresponsibility of people.

I am going to talk you about this vital point that all ourselves are individually responsible for our words, behaviors, choices, expression of our feelings, and doings with others not just our conscience. I would say how Ali could do this reaction? How he could stay me on a "no closure" , "no resolve" point, no "end point"?  This is terribly. This story have not had the final point and this is the most current problem. I believe that every story need a point. Ali MUST let me hear his mind.

On the other hand, I know there is not any hope to come us together sometime and I want to come this conclusion that Ali had hided his iiresponsibility behind politic, behind sanction, behind Trump. He and his sister had promised me. They hade made a stunning window of dreams to me. They asked me making dream.

I want to comeback to ourself and think how many times we have made a person hopefull and after that, with out any sufficient function have made him/her disappointed. I please anyone who read my story which please, please  think about your acts in your life. I believe that  nothing is harder that giving hope to somebody just as a lie. 

THE END.

1Song With Me To Travel With You

January 2017 year

LOC: Shiraz

About a year had passed from tje last time which His sister and me could see each other. Our relation had been made spiritless. I was really tired. Although fter my travel to Sistan & Balouchestan and coming back to my home, I decided to  cut this relation and announce my decision to Mahshid. She told me that I had a surprise for you. She said Ali was going to Iran, just due to saw you andd getting the final decition.

Oh my god!
I can not forget that time. In that time, I was Tehran in out of the library of my university. I huged my friend and say, "Ali want to go Iran, finally, I can see him".
A came back to Shiraz and started to ready myself, present for him and etc. I had 2 months time to get ready until Nowruz 2018 and coming him.

Two months had been passed and now this is Nowruz. Next two weeks he will come. It was the best time to me in all my life. I knew he had booked his ticket and had prepered some present for me. These sense were great.
Little by little, Nowruz was finished and my family and I are in a reception. Time is 12:00 P.M and we should come back to our home. My brother said me that unfortonatelt Ali could not come to Iran. Apparently, his professor had said that it is better if you do not go Iran. Maybe you can not come back to U.S.

This news was such a hammer on my head.

 

Continue.. 

 

US AND THEM

The letter and email as the new form of letter have always been one of the best tools in the world communication. Suppose that you will get a letter in fully ignorance. You do not know who it is from and you do not know what is written inside it.
I have gotten an email two days ago. The letter had mentioned my content of my Instagram page which this is really great, pkesse come and cooperate with us. How? Just take some photoes and promote our brand with some your stories. They said we also offer you a discount code for yourself and your followers. Who is this email from? An authentic mayo and bikiny brand in Sweden.
As a matter of fact, The letter was strange and a bit of funny to me. However, it hitted me all my society's disillusionment on my head  like a hammer.

I wish I could tell them that I neither think about bikiny and mayo nor the brand of them. There is no place on list of my dreams. I wanted to say I do not know what was amazing on my page, but it gives all people a sense of bitter. I would like to tell them I wish my dreams were like yourcomfort and concerns. Please see a little more news and realize politics. Do not know that we have turned on blacklist again (FATF).

To his response to their next email, I should ask do you sell credit? What about peace? Actually,  I am looking for some honesty phenomena, please pach it all at one, I will definitely buy it! I promise to promote it all with my hearth! Instead, you give me a discount code to buy some credit and a little peace and honestly!